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SONG OF MY SOUL
Abelard	For every song I sing, for every melody I write You bring the words, you make them rhyme You hold the beat and wake the time
Héloïse	I yearn to sing your songs Learn to play your melody And hear how sweet the tunes repeat The song of my soul
Abelard	I seek your face in everyone I meet
Héloïse	I hear your song from eve to morn
Both	I open my arms and I dance to the beat But you're gone
Abelard	Some day the dance will last I will be there until the end And we'll hear, we'll understand Our right is our song
Both	Then we'll see A magic that will set us free
Héloïse	A magic that will always last
Abelard	A wonder that will hold us fast
Both	A song that never ends
Héloïse	You are my voice
Abelard	You are my song
Both	Song of my soul

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LOOK TO YOURSELF
Abelard	Look to yourself The truth is within you, the truth is around you Look to yourself Trust in yourself Let no power frighten you, let reason enlighten you Look to yourself
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	Heresy, heresy! Did you hear that? Heresy, heresy! Did you hear that? Heresy, heresy! Did you hear that? Did you hear that?
Abelard	Not for the mighty nor for the great Truth does not flatter That's not her trait
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	Heresy, heresy! Did you hear that? Heresy, heresy! Did you hear that? Did you hear that? We don't know what to think until We don't know what to feel until We don't know what to say until We're told
Abelard	All will be well exploring each mystery And we'll live inventing history The truth will refine us and help us see Flourish within us and make us free Truth's not a prison that locks us in Truth is a mansion in human skin
Choir	Look at him Look at him standing there No equal anywhere Look at him
William	Look at him standing there Ruining me, what does he care Twisting the truth around Nothing he says is sound
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	He must be stopped!
Lotulfe	He will be
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	His words are heresy, his words are dignity
Choir	His words are dignity His words are bravery
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	His words are blasphemy His tone infuriates
Choir	His message stimulates
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	He must be stopped He must be stopped
Choir	His words are luminous
Abelard	The truth is within you
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	His words are odious
Choir	His voice is rapturous
Abelard	The truth is within you
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	His method scandalous
Abelard	The truth is within you
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	His voice infuriates
Choir	His message stimulates
Lotulfe, William, Alberic	He must be, he must be He must be stopped

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TEACH ME TO SING
Héloïse	Teach me Teach me to sing Show me the key To play my truth Teach me to dance From earth to sky Teach me to fly As high as you
Choir	Teach me
Héloïse	Teach me
Choir	Teach me to sing
Héloïse	Teach me to sing
Choir	Show me the key
Héloïse	The key to play my truth
Choir & Héloïse	Teach me to fly As high as you Teach me to sing
Héloïse	My whole life through
Choir	Abelard, Abelard, Abelard!

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FREEDOM
Abelard	I fly where the winds kiss the blue sky To find places scented and lush I whisper my dreams to the noon thrush And never let sweet freedom die I've fled from my tomb of contentment I've cut through the teeth of their chains I've broken my bonds of resentment Loosened the grip on their reins Openly she teaches Goddess of all seasons Silently she speaks my name Cast your cares upon her Goddess of all reasons And you'll never be the same I play in her courtyard at night-fall Worship her song without shame Like water on fire near the sea-wall Freedom sets my world aflame Light up all the heavens Soar up to the summit And you'll never plummet down Fantasies so wondrous Ecstasies so luminous Freedom's her eternal name
Choir	Fantasies so wondrous Ecstasies so luminous Freedom's her eternal name Freedom
Abelard	Freedom!

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THE SPRING OF 1117
Héloïse	In the spring of 1117 My heart is yearning to sing For in the convent of 1116 I never knew such a spring With him I will fly like a song-bird With him I will try canticles not yet heard
Females	For he is Plato He is mistletoe He is Socrates He's the Pyrenees He is logic, he's forbidden fruit He is light
Héloïse	He's my truth In the spring of 1117 My heart wants to dance and rejoice For in my Latin, Greek, French and convent prayers I never knew such a voice With him I will fly like a songbird With him I will try canticles not yet heard
Females	For he is Plato He is mistletoe He is Socrates He's the Pyrenees He is logic, he's forbidden fruit He is light
Héloïse	He's my truth In the spring of 1117 The world is waiting to play With him I want to dance out on the roof But I must study with him

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THE WORLD'S GREATEST LOVER
Guibert	I am the world's greatest lover The greatest lover in the world I know the game much better than the rest If you give me a chance You'll go down with the best Through history they'll sing of your name The world's greatest lover Will bring you fame
Blanche	You'll find I require a villa by the sea With lavender skies Making love near a tree
Guibert	You'll have that villa You'll have that sea You'll have that tree If you love me
Blanche	You'll find I need a bejewelled bed With jasmine and lilacs And silk for my head
Guibert	You'll have that jasmine You'll have those lilacs You'll have that bed If you love me
Blanche	You'll find I demand a phallus of flame Eternally rising That never goes lame
Guibert	You'll have that phallus You'll have that rising You'll have that flame If you love me
Blanche	I know the game much better than the rest If I'd give you a chance You'd go down with the best
Both	Through history they'll sing of your name The world's greatest lover Will bring you fame
Guibert	I am the world's greatest lover The greatest lover in the world
Both	I know the game much better than the rest If you give me a chance You'll go down with the rest Through history they'll sing of your name The world's greatest lover Will bring you fame

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FREEDOM (Reprise)
Crowd	Abelard! Abelard! Abelard!
William	Just look at all these trappings, flags, lanterns. When will these unbridled revels end?
Lotulfe	Didn't you hear the news?
William	What news?
Lotulfe	The reason for the celebration. At the great debate this morning, Peter Abelard outperformed professors from all the colleges of France.
Alberic	The adulation of the crowd has gone to his head.
William	Remember, "pride cometh before a fall"
Crowd	Freedom, freedom, freedom!

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HOW DOES A GIRL BECOME A WOMAN
Héloïse	How do the blossoms know it's spring? Who tells the bud that it's a rose? How does the blue finch learn to sing? How does a girl become a woman? How does my song inside get born? Who tells the stars that it's the morn? Have you ever seen a rose without a thorn? How does a girl become a woman?
Blanche	Please, be careful, please, be careful It's best to look before you leap Plese, be careful, please, be careful You know, I'd hate to see you weep
Héloïse	I'll always look before I leap Flying higher than the swans I don't care if I never sleep I know how a girl becomes a woman I know how a girl becomes a woman When he's wonderful
Blanche	And so warm, and so fine
Héloïse	When he's noble and upstanding
Blanche	When he's darling, and lowstanding
Héloïse	Every blossom blooms as fast as it can
Both	When a boy becomes a man

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FIRE

Abelard

When the day is dark and empty When the pouting sun has gone astray I seek out what's deep inside me To find that fire that lights my way Fire, that clarifies my vision Fire, that strengthens and makes new Pure, refine my decision To do what only I can do Where the bridge is broken, I'll put new stone Where the truth is hidden, I'll make it known Where the metal's tarnished, I'll make it glow Where the fountain stopped I'll make it flow Where the candle's out I'll find new light Where the wise are blind I'll be their sight Where the grape is sour I'll bring new wine Where the task is hopeless I'll make it mine To find that rose without a thorn To shape new worlds yet to be born To feed my passion with desire And show the world I'm made of fire Where the king fears war, we'll work for peace Where injustice prevails, I'll make it cease Where the stanger's homeless he'll be my guest Where the merchant's weary I'll find him rest If the world stands still I'll make it dance If the dream seems hopeless I'll take a chance If the orphan's hurt I'll right his wrong If the music dies, I'll sing my song After all that must be given I know I will never tire Of sharing dreams for which I've striven And show the world I'm made of fire Of fire

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DO I HOLD YOU
Abelard	Do I hold you? Do I ask you to go? Do I touch you? If I dare what I mean Would I frighten you? Would I make a scene And cause you to turn away?
Héloïse	Do I hold you? Do I ask you to stay? Do I kiss you? If I dare what I dream I would find a way to hold you And make you stay in my arms
Abelard	I can't dream at night without seeing you I can't see you standing there and not touch you I can't touch you and not want you I can't forget you, no matter what I do
Héloïse	I'm not worried That the dark of the night will deceive us For the light of your love
Abelard	And the truth in your touch
Both	Will protect us
Abelard	I must hold you I must ask you to stay I must touch you
Both	I don't care what they say What they think, what they do I must hold you I must hold you Hold you

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A SERVANT'S DUTY
Guibert	It's a servant's duty to know everything How else could they help out? How else could they help out?
Blanche	I would never stoop to look through keyholes, no Never would I try Never, never, not I I am not the type to spy through keyholes, no Others may try, not I Others may try, not I Oh but, oh but, if I could only see One little glimpse from her tree Oh but, oh but, if I could only catch One little look at that match
Guibert	I would never listen close to keyholes, no Never would I try I cross my heart, not I I would never put my ear to keyholes, no Even if it's fun No, that's just not done Oh but, oh but, if I could only hear One little whisper so clear
Blanche	Oh but, oh but, what I would not face If I could be in her place
Guibert	So, it's a servant's duty to know everything How else can I help out
Blanche	Else, there would be some doubt
Guibert	And it's a servant's duty to learn his master's trade Much better will he serve
Blache	Hope I'll keep my nerve
Both	Oh but, oh but, maybe she's too afraid Perhaps we should go to her aid
Guibert	Yes, we must find out before it gets too late
Blanche	Now's the time can't wait
Both	Now's the time can't wait It's a servant's duty to know everything Oh yes How else could I help out Now, there is no doubt Oh yes, oh yes, oh

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DON'T TURN AWAY
Abelard	I've seen the troubled look within your eyes I've heard the worried sighs behind the smiles We knew the risks right from the start What could we do but choose the heart? Don't turn away from me sadly Don't let me hear your good-bye Don't turn away from me sadly Let's show them how we can fly
Héloïse	Their jealousy is sad and all too clear Why should we let them interfere? They call us dreamers ever fools But they are trapped within their rules Don't turn away from me sadly Don't let me hear your good-bye Don't turn away from me sadly Let's show them how we can fly
Abelard	Don't turn away from me Don't turn away
Both	Our love will outshine The light of the day
Héloïse	This fire inside can never, never lie A thousand oceans cannot make it die Our love will last beyond the years Our passions sweep away the fears
Both	Don't turn away from me sadly Don't let me hear your good-bye Don't turn away from me sadly Let's show them how we can fly
Abelard	Don't turn away from me
Héloïse	Let's show them
Abelard	Don't turn away from me
Héloïse	Let's show them
Abelard	Don't turn away from me
Héloïse	Let's show them
Both	Don't turn away from me Don't turn away from me Don't turn away from me Now

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ZERO HOUR

English Chorale

Now what will you do when your back is to the wall? Now what will you do when you're pushed will you not fall? Now what will you do when your face is to the ground? Now what will you do when sweet comfort can't be found? Zero hour, zero hour Sneaks upon you like a thief Zero hour, zero hour Don't try to find relief Now what will you do, when you're kicked will you not crawl? Now what will you do, when you're spinning like a ball? Now what will you do when your hands are bruised and tied Now what will you do when you're lost without a guide Zero hour, zero hour Turns your flesh and blood to ice Zero hour, zero hour Don't make the same mistake twice

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NOW AND ALWAYS
Héloïse	Now and always Together we'll be We'll turn space upside down Call time a clown Live faithful and free Now, now and always Now
Abelard	Wherever you go I'll be at your side No ocean's too wide No horizon's too far We'll conquer a star
Both	You're my rainbow of light You're my hands, you're my sight You're the only way that I know
Abelard	You're the mountain I seek You're the stars at the peak
Both	You're the water that I'm thirsting for Ever more
Héloïse	Wherever you go I'll be at your side No ocean's too wide No horizon's too far We'll conquer a star
Both	Now and always Always Now and always

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VIRGIN OF LIGHT
Archbishop	Peter Abelard, I have summoned you here to respond to Canon Fulbert's charges. He accuses you of Blasphemy and heresy
Fulbert	And lechery with my niece
Archbishop	That's past, Fulbert They're married now Though they choose to live apart He can't deny They're married now
Fulbert	It's lechery with my niece
Archbishop	What else, Fulbert? What else?
Fulbert	He called the Holy Mother religion ...
Archbishop	A what, Fulbert?
Fulbert	He called the Holy Mother religion a ...
Archbishop	A what, Fulbert?
Fulbert	A whore, Archbishop. A whore!
Archbishop	Did you? Well, did you?
Abelard	I saw a virgin of light A celestial, beautiful bride Stained and abused in the night By her many lovers Who are people like you, Archbishop You parade around in silk and ermine, turning your eyes from the naked in the street, turning your noses from the stench of their sores while you perfume your bodies with oriental incense, while you erect vast treasuries in your banks, and lie, and lie, and lie! It is you who abuse the virgin of light and turn her into a whore!
Whispers	Heresy, blasphemy, lechery
Abelard	I saw a virgin of light A celestial, beautiful bride

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HE MUST BE STOPPED
Héloïse	Such a cold, unyielding fear Why does the wind call out my name Swirling storms that move in circles Setting skies aflame
Choral	Fulbert, Fulbert He's making a fool of you A laughing stock of you Fulbert
Abelard	Such a cold, unyielding fear Why does the wind call out my name Demon shadows of redeem Saying I'm to blame
Fulbert	I must stop him I must show him how I feel I must stop him I must teach him what is real In this light, so dark and grim And demons and shadows Dancing like a veil
Abelard	Such a cold, unyielding fear The wind is pleading that I go On the morrow I'll reveal Oh my love, I miss you so
Choral	Fulbert, Fulbert He's making a fool of you A laughing stock of you Fulbert, Fulbert
Archbishop	If your eye is an occasion of sin to you Pluck it out If your tongue is an occasion of sin to you Tear it out If your hand is an occasion of sin to you Cut it off
Fulbert	He must be stopped He must be ...

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CANTATE
Chorale	Cantate Domino Canticum Novum
Tenor	Alleluia, alleluia
Chorale	Quia Mirablilia Fecit Dominus
Altos	Alleluia, alleluia
Chorale	Ante Conspectum Gentium Revelavit Iustitia Sua Alleluia, alleluia, alleluia, alleluia alleluia, alleluia
Group 1	Sing a new song Cantate, Cantate
Group 1	One voice clear and strong
Group 2	Cantate, Cantate
Group 1	Sing pain and grief away Sing a better day, Sing a new song.
Group 2	Cantate, Cantate
Group 1	Sing the darkness away
Group 2	Sing the darkness away
Group 1	Leave despair to yesterday
Group 2	Leave despair to yesterday
Group 1	At Heaven's gate we'll play
Group 2	The flute will lead the way
Chorale	Sing a new song Sing! Sing!

(Cantate lyrics were provided by Carolyn Cimini. Thank you!)
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THERE WILL ALWAYS BE LOVE

Blanche

When the dark comes so hard for me When gloom is all that I see With you I'll find my way We'll turn around the day For there will always be love When my world sees nothing to hope for When I hear rumours of war Somehow we'll find a way To make a brighter day For there will always be love We'll choose to be happy and free Look and we'll find the right key New doors will open you'll see When I feel so sad and alone When I feel I've lost my last charms I know I'll find a way To turn around the day For there will always be love I know even though I can't see Somewhere waiting for me There will always be love Somewhere waiting for me There will always be love

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DEAR HUSBAND, DEAR WIFE
Héloïse	Dear husband, friend and lover My home, my strength, my art For me there is no other I'm lost when we're apart My days are endless winter At night I'm filled with fear Each dream a sad reminder Of when I held you near When the wind moves through This empty arid place And the seasons start to turn I'd demand if I could Demand that you return Dear soul-companion, brother Dear teacher, husband, love For me there is no other Dear husband, friend Dear love
Abelard	Eternal friend and lover My home, my strength, my art For me there is no other I'm lost when we're apart We will triumph over all strife We will love even in our rage For together we've found real life Dear constant friend Dear wife

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ASHES TO ASHES
Cantabile	Ashes to ashes and dust to dust Ashes to ashes and dust to dust Ashes to ashes and dust to dust So be careful whom you trust

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PROCESSION
Archbishop	Peter Abelard, your books are to be burned wherever they are found, and you are to be sentenced to perpetual silence. Prepare the fires!
Abelard	I will not surrender my books to your hellish torch! Never!
Héloïse	Let them burn your books. What they can never burn is the example of your courage.

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ZERO HOUR

Guibert

Zero hour! Zero hour, zero hour Creeps upon you in the night Zero hour, zero hour Don't try to use your sight Now, what will you do when your back is to the wall Now what will you do when you pushed will you not fall Now what will you do when your face is to the ground Now what will you do when sweet comfort can't be found Zero hour! Zero hour, zero hour Sneaks upon you like a thief Zero hour, zero hour Don't try to find relief Now, what will you do when you're kicked will you not crawl Now what will you do when you're spinning like a ball Now what will you do when you're hands are bruised and tight Now what will you do when you're lost without a guide Zero hour, zero hour Turns your flesh and blood to ice Zero hour, zero hour Don't make the same mistake twice Now what will you do when you're cut will you not bleed Now what will you do when your dreams have turned to seed Now what will you do when they knife you in the back Now what will you do when you're tied up in a sack Zero hour, zero hour Turns your flesh and blood to ice Zero hour, zero hour Don't make the same mistake twice Now what will you do when they're laughing in your face Now what will you do when your soul feels in disgrace Now what will you do when you're hanging by a thread Now what will you do when they wish that you are dead Show us what you'll do, teacher Show us what you'll do, seer Show us what you'll do, lover, teacher, seer Show us what you'll do, teacher Show us what you'll do, seer Show us what you'll do, lover, teacher, seer, scholar Lover, teacher, seer, scholar, lover Zero hour, zero hour Makes you doubt if you are sane Zero hour, zero hour You can't hide the pain Zero hour!

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DON'T TURN AWAY (Reprise)
Abelard	I've known your faithful love throughout the years I've seen you take my part through joy and tears Stay with me now, dear one or I shall fall Stay with me now, my love, my all
Both	Don't turn away from me sadly Don't let me hear your good-bye Don't turn away from me sadly Let's show them how we can fly

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WHEN YOU'RE GONE
Héloïse	When you're gone and I can't see your face In my heart I pray through the day That you journey in grace That our love guide your way And I feel once again your embrace When you're gone and I can't hear your voice There's no color, no light at dawn There's no promise to spring No words I can sing Till I hear once again your voice I'll always be with you I'll always be there I'll always be with you I'll always care
Abelard	I'll always be there
Both	I'll always be with you I'll always be there I'll always be with you I'll always care Always, always Always care Always
Héloïse	May the light in your heart lead you to light above May the beauty in your soul lead you the same May the drawing of this love and the voice of this calling Bring you light Bring you peace Sing your name When you're gone I'll always be with you

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RAGE OF THE HEART
Chorale	Now in the end is a beginning Now in the end is a reckoning Now in the end is a beginning
Guibert	Fly through the rage The desperate rage of the heart Soar through the rage The triumphant rage of the heart Look around it's where we started from Look around and see you're not the same Look around and see how far you've come Look around you've learned your name Fly through the rage The desperate rage of the heart Soar through the rage The triumphant rage of the heart Look around and see how far we've flown Look around, we're in a different place Look around, and see your not alone Look around into each other's face In the mocking laugh of suffering When our song had seemed to die Who could stop us from surrendering Who could teach us how to fly In the empty games of hoping Where the magic tricks were lies Who could stop us from embracing Who could smother all our cries In the moment or the yearning In the passion of the dream Who could stop us from discearning Where we've been and what we've seen In the madness of the yabbering When the word seemed at an end Who could stop us from exploring There are mountains to are sent Fly through the rage The desperate rage of the heart Soar through the rage The triumphant rage of the heart
Chorale	Now in the end is a beginning Now in the end is a reckoning Now in the end is a beginning

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These lyrics were written down with the help of: Debbie Liao, Debbie Upton, Beth Dambriunas, Cathy Uy, Robert De Jong, Elaine Gunter and Carolyn Cimini.
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